Post by Scarfan on Feb 9, 2006 17:38:34 GMT -5
(Well, I was going to post the one I wrote today up, but I forgot it at school, so I'll get it up tommorrow. This is sort of a poem in Scar's perspective. Let me know how you think.)
Disclaimer- I do not own Scar or Fullmetal Alchemist.
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If you looked behind these blood red eyes you would see more than they belive me to be. They think I'm a cold blooded murderer without remorse for the people I've killed. It's so much easier to let them belive that.
There are things in my past and present I hide, but at night I cry because of them, using the darkness as my cover. I cannot find inner peace when I've cut myself so deep I've created my own Hell... noone can save me. I've chosen my path.
I chose my cause. Was that what Ishbala and my brother wanted? To kill all State Alchemists, but without remorse is a lie. Deep inside, I feel like I'm dying.
State Alchemists have and still are killing Ishbalans just for the color of their eyes. We did nothing more, but they keep coming, killing and destroying without remorse or second thoughts. Sometimes I stay awake thinking have I become the monsters I hate most?
My scars will never heal until I find the truth I never will. Although I'm a murderer it wasn't because I wanted to. I have to for my God and my brother... I only pray I haven't let them down...
As I close my eyes I try to sleep, but not without thinking did I make a mistake.
(Ok, so It's more a story than anything, but waht do you think?^_^)
Disclaimer- I do not own Scar or Fullmetal Alchemist.
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*
If you looked behind these blood red eyes you would see more than they belive me to be. They think I'm a cold blooded murderer without remorse for the people I've killed. It's so much easier to let them belive that.
There are things in my past and present I hide, but at night I cry because of them, using the darkness as my cover. I cannot find inner peace when I've cut myself so deep I've created my own Hell... noone can save me. I've chosen my path.
I chose my cause. Was that what Ishbala and my brother wanted? To kill all State Alchemists, but without remorse is a lie. Deep inside, I feel like I'm dying.
State Alchemists have and still are killing Ishbalans just for the color of their eyes. We did nothing more, but they keep coming, killing and destroying without remorse or second thoughts. Sometimes I stay awake thinking have I become the monsters I hate most?
My scars will never heal until I find the truth I never will. Although I'm a murderer it wasn't because I wanted to. I have to for my God and my brother... I only pray I haven't let them down...
As I close my eyes I try to sleep, but not without thinking did I make a mistake.
(Ok, so It's more a story than anything, but waht do you think?^_^)
!!! That was so totally awesome!! 
